Too Human to play God

Sparkling Road

Every night the same stupid dream
I wake up and say “I’d better face all this alone”
And every day you call me and say
“Hello love, have a nice and sweet day
I love you so, miss you so, see you later”

Maybe I’m happy
Or maybe I should execute myself
Maybe I’m great
Or maybe I should end all this
Maybe I’m shining
Or maybe I should kill myself
Kill myself

Every day I try to fill my brain
With your sweetness
But every day I look at your beauty and pray
Never leave me alone in emptiness

And you say I don’t care enough
And you say I don’t love you enough
And you say I don’t need you as you need me
And you say all those stupid things
Maybe I’ve forgotten how to do things right

Maybe I’m happy
Or maybe I should blow myself
Maybe I’m big
Or maybe I should forget to breathe
Maybe I’m glowing
Or maybe I should kill myself
Kill myself

Maybe I’m too happy
Or maybe I should kill myself
Maybe I’ve never been so happy
Or maybe I should kill myself
Kill
Kill myself